So I haven't really written anymore on here in a long time. And I guess the sole times I do ever burden my deviant followers is to express messages of disappointment.

I'll fill you in on the last two years of my life.

I had a three month relationship which ended bitterly, which stung.
My best friend from secondary school doesn't acknowledge my existence anymore, which stings.
I got cheated on, which stung.
My mom moved away to America, which stings.
My dad moved away to London, which stung.  
My current best friend is throwing his life away, drinking and smoking himself to death and failing his A-Levels, which stings.

However, I met a wonderful person who really fills my life with so much. If you've ever sat and thought about being lonely and depressed, you gotta think that I truly believe there's someone out there for everyone and they're worth the wait. They're worth the wait so much. Someone who really cares about me and who actually gives me the time of day, who loves me.

And I'll quote Moulin Rouge, the greatest thing you'll ever learn in life is just to love and to be loved in return.

This journal is a sign that I will start posting art soon again.